Zen Domes are So Versatile! – March 2017 Newsletter Article

Since Zen Domes Orgonite clear the chakras and relax the body, they promote wellness on energetic, physical, mental/emotional and spiritual levels.  When you hold, wear or keep your Zen Domes close to your body, they interact directly with your chakras & energy field, and promote the healing, grounding and balancing of your life force energies, which promote wellness.  They also interact positively with the natural crystals found in your body fluids and tissues.

When you have several Zen Domes, you can set them up in grid-like fashion around your living spaces, which raises their effect exponentially.  It behooves us to also take advantage of the positive energy they produce.  Keep any Zen Dome in your herb/patio garden, with houseplants or in your yard to help keep gardens of all kinds healthy.  One of my friends uses Zen Domes to help tree grafts to heal; another used the Zen Dome Charging Plate to revive a large, ailing tropical tree.  Zen Domes are good for every living thing.  The possibilities are endless.

Pets are also comforted by Zen Domes.  Clear quartz and amethyst are the best crystals to soothe and heal cats and dogs.  I have a new line of pet orgonites coming out in the next month or so, and until then, you can adapt one of the Zen Dome pendulums or pendants to hang from the pet’s collar or place any small Zen Dome under the mattress of their bed, but do not allow your pet to use Zen Domes as chew toys.

Although Zen Dome Orgonite can be used for grounding, healing and balancing the body, they can also be used to restructure the molecules within foods and beverages.  Some people use them to enhance communication with their higher guides, angels and other benevolent beings.  Zen Dome Orgonite can also hold vast amounts of information, so they are ideal to store intentions, amplify desires, and hold programs to assist in well-being.  Although they are not biological, they do indeed have a form of consciousness allowing for quantum entanglement.

Please keep in mind that Zen Domes are never factory-made; they are made and supplied by small, home-based businesses.  When you purchase genuine Zen Dome orgonites, you are assisting others with the best of intentions, to continue to bless the planet.  I personally vette each supplier to make sure that Zen Domes are not made in sweat shops, and that the makers are working in safe environments, and are paid living wages.  In short, Zen Domes orgonites are made and distributed by people who live by the principals of quality, karma and holistic health consciousness.   As a result, Zen Domes are made to order, created in small batches, and available in a limited supply.

As a channel, I draw in and direct sacred energy into each and every Zen Dome.  They not only transmute EMF and other negative frequencies, they are also infused with the intention of assisting the receiver to their highest good (attune to your life force energy), producing maximum effect, and the crystals become charged to peak performance.  As a result, your physical composition improves, and so does the quality of your over-all energetic signature (frequency), which enhances your personal evolution and well-being.

Consult the Zen Dome Best Use Guide to determine the best layout for your Zen Domes within your living spaces.  Then read up in the Zen Dome User Guide 2017 to discover the many ways to use Zen Domes in and around your lifestyle, and to boost sacred/healing rituals.

Now let’s look at more possible uses for the new Zen Domes recently added to my website.  The Balancing and Healing Wands transmute EMF, and banish all other negative energies by converting them to higher frequencies, (those energies which do not convert withdraw back to their source).  Both wands can also be used to create powerful connections between Zen Domes, other crystals and seashells to form energy grids.  Zen Dome wands can also be used to direct energy during sacred rituals.

The more you use your Zen Domes, the more health benefits you are likely to experience due to the principals of quantum entanglement (your energy joins the energy of the Zen Dome).  As they improve your energetic environment, they also improve your energetic health, which strengthens and heals the physical body.  Use these wands to energize your plants, pets and family members by making clock-wise spiral patterns close to the body.  They can also be used as soothing massage tools.

The Zen Dome wands are beautiful enough to add to your home décor.  When not in use as a massage tool or wand, they can be added to your fruit bowl, placed under your pillow or mattress, or “loan” them to your pets and plants.  Their size makes them very portable so add them to your purse or backpack.  Some people like to stir their bathwater with them.  The possibilities are endless!

The Clear Quartz and Chakra Pendulums also transmute EMF, and banish all other negative energies by converting them to higher frequencies, (those energies which do not convert withdraw back to their source).  This is important for divining work and sacred ritual.

The Chakra Pendulum activates and energizes all of the chakras as it clears the energy in your immediate environment, while the Clear Quartz Pendulum is a powerhouse of cleansing and healing energy.  In addition, both pendulums can be shortened and added to pet collars, or dangled to enhance and beautify your home décor or vehicle.  They can also be placed under your pillow or mattress, and keep you protected while out and about – just add them to your purse or backpack.

The noticeable effects from using Zen Domes are stronger for people who are choosing the lifestyle which supports health and recovery.  They can bring instant relief to those who are able to hold higher frequencies.  If you have not felt a noticeable difference since placing Zen Domes in your living spaces as directed, then it is time to take a serious look at lifestyle issues, starting with detoxification.  Here is the link to several of my detoxification videos.  Further, many are so used to instant gratification/relief that they have lost touch with the process of improvement and healing.  Get to know your Zen Domes, and give yourselves time to build a new relationship with them.  Take advantage of the principals of quantum entanglement.  You might be surprised by the results.

One more point to consider is the price of Zen Domes.  Zen Domes are not priced by size or weight; they are priced according to my cost to bring them to you.  Now let’s put the cost of Zen Domes into perspective.  I spend over $60.00 a month for my blue green algae because they assist me to detox and enjoy better overall health.  I must replenish this supply every month.  Zen Domes do not need to be replaced – ever.  They will still be here to improve the conditions of the planet for our whole lives, and will continue to do so long after we are gone.  They can be shared with people, and other living things, to help bring about the change we all wish to see in the world.

When compared to the price of other health improving items, Zen Domes are certainly good value.  In addition, when you purchase genuine Zen Domes, you help to support my work, the work of the orgonite makers, and you help improve the condition of your health and the health of the planet.  Enjoy the versatility of your Zen Domes and feel confident that they are well worth the cost!

Feed Your Fractal of Wellness and Success – February 2017 Newsletter Article

Wellness and success, like everything else, is fractal in nature and follows certain, discernible rhythms and cycles.

Things rarely occur “all at once”.  Each season reveals an expansion phase and a contraction phase which lasts for over 3 months.  The process of spring starts within winter and expires within summer.  Everything is energy and it all follows sine wave patterns of ebb and flow.

Wellness and success also follow the same sine wave pattern: the larger being birth to death and this is filled with shorter sine waves, which form the flow of our well-being and success.  Everything follows the cycles of our Earth.

The seasons are marked with solstices and equinoxes and these same patterns can be found within all aspects of our life journey.  Wellness starts deep within illness and continues through to healing (expansion phase) and declines with the next challenge to our health (contraction phase).  The oscillations will always be there but we can minimize the discomfort by reducing the intensity of the sine wave.

Just like Yin and Yang, there is light during the winter solstice as we perform light rituals all around the world.  We also bring in the cold of winter during the summer solstice as we add ice to our beverages, and seek the shade of day and the cool of evening.

In like manner, there will be days of suffering during wellness and days of comfort during times of illness.  The sine waves of life are gradual because as humans, we experience time in very slow terms as 3D reality.  Matter is energy in extreme slow motion: Energy = Mass times the speed of light (C) squared.

My sociology professor, Roger Albert, describes the sine wave of the goings on within societies as being like an argyle sock pattern.  In a similar way, Thorstein Bunde Veblen, the sociologist, looked at the process of society as being like a river.  If you observe a river over time, you will see that its form is constantly changing as matter is picked up here and dropped off there.  Life is a process where we, like the rivers, pick up data, beliefs, habits, behaviours, etc. and we drop them off as we go along upskilling ourselves with new data, beliefs, habits and behaviours.  We are ever changing, growing and evolving.  Everything we perceive is a fractal phenomenon of change.  The ups & downs of life can also be summarized with the saying: “this too shall pass”.

Everything from the foods we eat to the energy we share as we perfect our craft cycles throughout life: small cycles within larger cycles: expansion and contraction: death and renewal.  Yin and Yang.  When we look at our life process in this way, we become more concerned with the quality of our lives rather than quantity.  Each moment is a gift, and we are constantly making decisions on the care and upkeep of this gift as we care for our bodies and perceptions in the Now.  This is self-love.

Self-love dissolves madness.  It is madness to knowingly harm ourselves, but millions do so as they continue to consume food-like products and indulge in a plethora of other addictions.  During the ebb and flow of life’s cycles, a harm-reduction strategy can easily be established with help from our Inner Guru – who knows every detail about us.  All we need do is be willing to listen, learn and apply.

This is called crafting life.  Self-love makes crafting life possible.  It starts by becoming very open and honest with ourselves about what we truly desire in life.  We often push our heartfelt desires away because we don’t think they are realistic or obtainable.  Succeed and become well within the oscillations of life.  Spend time every day thinking about what you truly desire.  Then ask yourself: What would be better than this?  Let your imagination out for a run.  When you feel truly joyful, you know you have found your bliss.  Now make the decision to go after your desire and spend some time choosing your first baby-steps.  Don’t plan too far ahead.  Check in with the Inner Guru and clarify to course correct as you go.  Just keep your eyes on the prize, and enjoy the process as it occurs in the Now.

It doesn’t take long before you begin to notice easier ways of doing things.  In the Now state, it becomes possible and desirable to apply harm reduction strategies because in these sacred moments, we are healed of our insanity.  This is how we leave non compos mentis and gain compos mentis, or mastery over ourselves.

Eventually, we spend longer and longer periods of time being fully present as we stop wasting our energy on fruitless distractions.  This energy serves us very well as we reach mastery of the Observer Within.  We are less hindered by time and distance as we raise our personal resonant frequency and more things become possible.

Heartfelt desire is the seed, and within this fertile zone of being, all things become possible and probable.  Wellness and success, like everything else, is fractal in nature and follows certain, discernable rhythms and cycles.  Keep your eyes open to reveal the opportunities found within the sine wave patterns of ebb and flow.  Presence and awareness unlock the vaults of abundance and health.  This is how we feed our fractal flow of wellness and success.

Good Health to You!

New Year’s Resolutions – January 2017 Newsletter Article

Let’s face it, fixing things makes us feel good.  In effect, New Year’s resolutions are an attempt to feel better by fixing something – usually personal habits and behaviours.

For some time now, I have been observing my life as a game.  My game plan is to fix myself with help from my Inner Guru, and then as I gain momentum, teach others to fix themselves by assisting them to find their own personal Inner Guru.

How do I access and utilize my Inner Guru?  I create space within so there is a “place” for my Inner Guru to emerge.  I spend time every day sitting without distractions.  I let my thoughts flow without censorship or judgement from the position of an observer.  Doing so allows me to experience “a-ha!-moments” found within my observations (quite obvious from the observer perspective).  Other names for those “A-ha! moments” are Eureka! Hallelujah! Epiphany!  In this way, I fix myself simply through awareness.

Once I became adept with this process, my Inner Guru just started to jump into my awareness as I go about my daily life experience.  Since life is a great big social experiment, why not rely on these “a-ha! moments” while you discern what you want out of life, and then plot your course to get there.  Only one small step at a time needs to be figured out in any detail.

Along with noticing thoughts, become more aware of body sensations.  Refrain from telling yourself a story about these sensations.  Resist the urge to remember how and when any unpleasant physical/emotional feelings began, or what they mean.  Resist the urge to self-diagnose or see bodily sensations as a problem, no matter how intense the sensation may be.  Just feel your feelings while you try to relax.  Focus on your breathing.  Thank your body for the healing, and your Inner Guru for the message.  Keep breathing.

The process of healing the body and emotions can be a painful, undesirable experience, but only in the light of presence, can we understand this process and the messages contained within the experience.  The injury only hurts at the moment it occurs, while the illness may not hurt at all until you are faced with the healing.  All sensations that occur after the initial injury are the result of your body and mind repairing itself.

For example, when we first get a cold or flu, we are not aware of our illness and this is when we are most contagious.  The symptoms occur as the body defends and repairs itself.  The runny nose, the sore throat, swollen glands and headache are all the symptoms of healing, and this is why by the time the symptoms emerge, you are usually no longer contagious.

Healing hurts!  The symptoms are the healing.  So if we go to see the doctor for a prescription to alleviate the symptoms, we inadvertently stop or slow down our own healing.  Now of course, if I broke my arm, I would go to see the doctor and probably take something so I could deal with the pain initially, but you get my point.  The doctor may reset the bones and put on a cast, but the pain from the injury is created by my body healing itself.

I find the same is true for my emotions.  It is the “A-ha!s” that cure us, and “A-ha! moments” do not come from thoughts.  They come from calm observation of the self, and from feeling the feelings, and then breathing through them during quiet periods of self-contemplation.

In the past, every time I felt emotional pain, I ran for the closest distraction.  At times, this included inadvertently inflicting physical suffering upon myself, in order to not feel my feelings, and to distract myself from the message.  I was ignoring my Inner Guru and the wealth of awareness and learning these experiences offered me.

For some of us, over-eating serves this purpose.  Over-eating can cause oneself enough physical discomfort to create a distraction from undesirable feelings.  As a harm reduction strategy, I do not limit my food intake, but limit instead the range of foods I allow myself to eat.  If I am going to over-eat, then I may as well build up my health and detoxify in the process.  As we eat, we can feel our feelings and sort ourselves out.  I call this my “have my cake and eat it to” approach to expanding awareness within imperfection.

As mentioned earlier, “A-ha! moments” do not come from thoughts.  If we could figure it all out with thoughts and self-soothing stories, we would not continue to suffer.  Through self-contemplation, I found that most of my personal baggage was the result of all of the “loose ends” I had accumulated in the past.  I had the habit of leaving a lot of business unfinished.

I also use self-reflective times for problem-solving by looking at matters from a new, impartial viewpoint.  My awareness expands with every “a-ha! moment”.  This is how our higher selves, or Inner Guru, heals us.  But if we do not take the courage to feel our feelings and look at things which may make us feel uncomfortable, our “A-ha!s” are stunted and may rarely occur.

This is part of the Ascension process.  We clarify and evolve over and over again, earning for ourselves better health and happier lives.  Even if we do not get to the state of totally curing ourselves, and find ourselves dying physically, the social experiment continues and we continue to face more “A-ha! moments” of expanding awareness and consciousness.

Let’s face it, fixing things makes us feel good.  Perhaps our New Year’s resolutions could be to spend time each day in quiet self-contemplation making space for our own Inner Guru and healing.

Quantum Health Transformation: evolve, manifest & thrive!

(Article adapted from the Comox Valley Health and Recreation Guide: Autumn 2015 Issue)

Quantum Health Transformation© will assist you to transform your health and life experience into a complete state of wellness.  It is more than physical, mental, spiritual or social.

My website delivers everything you need to transform your life and become the healthiest, happiest you possible!  Quantum Health Transformation© is the same program I use myself; in fact I developed it as I lost and keep off 178 pounds of excess weight, and continue to evolve and enjoy the life I have always wanted.

As described in my 9 Step video series: food, chemicals in our environment, what we think about and believe, and our daily practices all affect our biochemistry and thus our mental and physical health.  These factors can create symptoms that often appear to be psychological in nature, but are actually physiological.  Discover how mental and physical symptoms can be eliminated or reduced by correcting all the imbalances in your life and environment.  As we bring enjoyable, healthful practises into your life, the old negative, self-defeating habits fall away automatically.  I would love to support you through your journey of self-discovery and recovery.

My free 9 Step Quantum Health Transformation© workshop series will assist anyone (with any health or lifestyle concerns) to evolve, manifest and thrive – found online www.karenholtonhealthcoach.com.  This video series offers many different options for healing.  Steps 9 through 4 were covered in previous issues of this magazine; Steps 3, 2 & 1 are summarized here:

The Quantum Health Transformation Step 3 PRIMER slideshow video features techniques to help you to manifest more effectively so that your life better resembles your desires.  Find out how all things follow an expansion and contraction pattern, and by working with this, we can will anything into our experience which benefits us. The LIVE action video (of the same name) shows you some of the amazing results that I have personally experienced by following my own techniques.  Besides losing a significant amount of weight, I have dramatically improved my relationships with loved ones, and overcame financial disaster.

The Quantum Health Transformation Step 2 PRIMER slideshow video explains Higher Selves in universal terms so you can create a framework to facilitate access to the Spirit Guides of your choice, and access the Akashic Records/Living Library, and beyond.  The subconscious mind is complex but not inaccessible.  Just as you care about yourself, so does your subconscious mind, because it is a part of you.  Then join me for the LIVE video (of the same name) to learn about Higher Selves as I experience them in my own life.  I explain what my experiences are like, what is required in order to have some of these experiences happen in your life, and the benefits that come from being able to access our Higher Selves.

The Quantum Health Transformation Step 1 PRIMER & LIVE videos explain “state of bliss” and how we can personally achieve it.  Bliss includes feelings of perfect happiness and spiritual joy.  Achieving a state of bliss requires comfort for the body, mental happiness and contentment, along with a joyful spirit.  This combination creates a magical condition which makes all things possible. By practicing the 9 Steps to Quantum Health Transformation©, we bring comfort to the body (Steps 8, 6 &5), happiness to the mind (Steps 9, 7, 4 & 3) and joy to our spirit (Steps 2 & 1), thus creating the conditions necessary to feel a “state of bliss”.  I offer some non-religious exercises that will bring joy to your spirit and create a reality environment which is peaceful, and rewarding.  These exercises will improve every experience you have – in surprising ways.

The Step 9 – 1 videos are now conveniently featured under the “Transformation Videos” tab of my website.  Feel free to choose the Step which is most useful to you, and call or email me for your customized lifestyle program, or if you have any questions.  I offer a couple products to help you get started and full range of public and personal services.

www.karenholtonhealthcoach.com delivers everything you need to transform your life and become the healthiest, happiest you possible!  Subscribe to my blog and You Tube channel, and you will soon be well on your way to your own Quantum Health Transformation!

pic for Autumn 2015Karen Holton BSW, Health Coach

My Story – Part Two

Karen Holton

After my children were born, my physical and mental symptoms got worse, and I weighed a whopping 320 pounds!  Over the years I tried many western and alternative healing modalities along with fad diets, TOPS, fen-phen (phentermine), Weight Watchers, etc. with only temporary, limited success.  I had to keep trying because I was desperate.  I had the option to give up and die, but I could not abandon my children, and I had the overwhelming feeling that I was meant for better times – so I hung in there year after year.  I also attended many therapy sessions: day therapy, residential therapy, counselling, AA, NA, etc. with limited success.

During all of this time, I underwent 8 major abdominal surgeries, two of which were botched: I lost my spleen during a surgery in 1988; then in 2007 I went in for a minor incision hernia repair.  The surgeon inadvertently sliced into my small intestine in at least two places.  Even though I remained in hospital, this went undetected for 7 days as I gained 45 pounds of my own waste material, which spread throughout my body.  I was dying!

On the 7th day I was rushed into another surgery, but by the fifth hour they had to call it off, after finding and repairing only one of the lacerations.  To spare you the details, I spent the next 5 weeks in a hellish hospital experience with faulty machines, experimental medications and procedures resulting in sepsis, diabetes, a completely numb left thigh, spinal injuries, a large wound that had to be kept open and continuously, mechanically drained; and brain damage due to oxygen deprivation.  My lungs could not inflate because my lung cavities were full of waste fluids, and the hospital staff didn’t consider this for about 4 days after the second surgery.

Afterwards, I was sent home with a huge open wound, drainage tube, and very little aftercare because my physician unexpectedly left town about the same time.  Doctors are in short supply in the North Island area and a replacement was not available at that time.  Words cannot express the suffering I experienced, and the frustration I felt, because I was too ill to advocate for myself.  The pain medication was totally inadequate while in hospital, and then cut off after I was sent home.  This took place in 2007 and I am still recuperating today!

In 2011, I developed several masses under my right arm, and the local doctor sent me for tests.  The ultrasound revealed a few “hypo-echoic tumours” in my right armpit.  She told me that I had cancer and that we had to get right onto the cancer protocols: surgery, chemotherapy and radiation.  The treatment scared me more than the disease did, and I never went back to see her again.  She made me an appointment to see a surgeon, (to have the tumours removed), and I kept that one appointment dated three months in the future.  In the meantime, I restricted my diet, took long walks and developed my own affirmation/visualization program to restore my health.  Unbelievably, three months later when I saw the surgeon, the symptoms were gone.  The surgeon was astounded.

I have had more than my fair share of suffering, but the good news is that I was forced to rebuild a brand new Karen.  I knew if I could get through this, I could get through anything.  I had nothing to fear or to hold me back.  My spirit guides were with me every step of the way, suggesting exactly what I needed through my intuition and lucid dreams.  2014 was a landmark year for me, because it was the first time I was able to work a little for many years; (although I had various minor volunteer positions the preceding two years).

Don’t feel sorry for me.  My suffering has led to great refinement and a deep understanding of the human condition.  I developed so much compassion for humanity that I was motivated to create the 9 Steps to Quantum Health Transformation; and to share this without financial barriers so that all may have access to this vital, life enhancing information.  I also discovered the great power of forgiveness!

Today I am about 178 pounds less than at my top weight.  I have conquered all of my addictions, use no pharmaceutical/synthetic medications of any kind, and am clear and bright with a very sunny view of my future.  As some things in the world seem to crash and burn around me, I keep getting better every day, and have much to look forward to as I live my life mindfully and consciously. My daily practice of meditation and lucid dreaming opens doors of possibility that I never before considered.

In spite of my challenges and advancing age, in 2001 I earned a Diploma in Women’s Studies at North Island College, and in 2004 I earned a Bachelor Degree (with Distinction) in Social Work at the University of Victoria.  I took a generalist program focusing on sociology, addictions and family counselling.  My education, dealing with my issues, and beating the odds puts me in an ideal position to coach others with their well-being and spirituality.  Enlightenment (ascension) is within reach of every human being; indeed it is our birthright.  I would love to be your coach, and assist you to find your own Inner Guru, to assist you with your journey.  Life is good. :o)

My Story – Part One

Karen Holton – Quantum Health Coach

Change has been constant throughout my life.  I was born in Vancouver, BC and spent 6 weeks in hospital when I was only three months old, due to a dual diagnosis of spinal meningitis and polio (I underwent two spinal taps).  As a result, I was in constant pain as a child and as an adult.  I received no follow-up treatment.

Before the age of five, my mom frequently separated from my dad, and when I was 4 years old, I survived 6 months (along with my younger sibling) in an abusive foster home in Alberta.  In addition to foster care, my 2 siblings and I were always left with babysitters, and we only saw glimpses of my mother because she worked two jobs.  We rarely saw our father, and then I was permanently separated from him when I was four years old.

Not long after this, when I turned five, mom remarried and I faced an abusive stepfather.  He adopted me and my two other siblings, changed our names, and erased our past.  We were never permitted to speak of it.  I also moved twelve times before I quit school in grade 10.  Home life was a most disagreeable environment, but the good news is that during this time, I came to experience spiritual adventures that sustained me throughout my life.

I experienced metaphysical abilities that others did not share, (or at least talk about), and I was told that I had an over-active imagination.  I experienced lucid dreaming, telepathy, clairvoyance, and precognition.  Due to my spiritual experiences, I kept going to different Christian religions for an explanation and support; but I was discouraged from embracing my gifts because I was told they were the work of demons.  Every religion I contacted taught me that they had the only way to correctly access God and a spiritual life.  They were wrong!  Unfortunately I did not yet believe in myself, and my spiritual connections, until many years later.

Then, when I was fifteen, I was severely criminally abused.  I was kidnapped and held with the intention of being sold into the sex-trade industry.  With the assistance of a kind stranger I escaped, but due to the trauma, ended up with mental health issues.  When I got home, my parents thought I was acting out of rebellion.  They did not understand that my depression and behaviours were due to the trauma of abuses, so they encouraged me to just leave home.  I soon discovered isolation and poverty, and could not interact well with others or look after myself properly; in order to survive I self-medicated with drugs and alcohol.  Eventually I learned to somatise my stress and emotional/physical pain, which led to significant weight gain, fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, chronic migraines, colitis (IBS), severe depression, intense anxiety and addictions.

When I was 20 years old, I contracted a rare blood disease and within a matter of a few days, all the components of my blood died.  I was severely jaundiced and my urine looked like strong, black coffee.  At the hospital, they gave me 7 blood transfusions and put me on a massive dose of Prednisone, along with other drugs.  Prednisone may have saved my life but the 20+ pills I took per day, changed me physically and permanently.  I was effectively given about 5 times the amount of steroid that is prescribed today in order to turn a woman into a man.  This drug not only gave me a beard, but it changed the way my brain worked too.

About 16 years later, I married and had two beautiful children who have been my best influence for motivation to change and heal.  The marriage did not last but motherhood did.  I weighed 320 pounds, had plenty of health issues, but raised them on my own the best that I could under the circumstances.  Although we lived in poverty, (because I was too sick to work), I was there for them in a way that my mother could not be for me.  Not an ideal situation, but I believe the love and attention I paid toward both my children has paid off.  They have grown to become amazing individuals who I am so proud of.

Read more and find out the inspiring conclusion to my story in PART 2.